Scrapbooking

I just got an email from my cropping consultant about a scrapbooking party this Friday. I am not sure if I should go. I played hostess to some football fans instead of going to the last party. I just can't seem to get into cropping any more. I did fine when I was working on my mother-in-law's memory book. I came to each party focused on her and I poured my blood, sweat, and tears into each page. I went through a wonderful healing process while working on the book. I am now finished and I had switch my focus on my next book, my son's album. I have to be in a completely different mind set. I can't seem to even finish a page of his book. I am not sure if I should go and waste my time and the time of my consultants. Plus, I have to pay to go and when I don't get anything accomplished, it is a waste of money. I would rather spend that time and money on my son instead of working on a book about him. I know he would appreciate that more. Oh well, life is grand!