Torn

I have had part of a song go through my head for the past few days. I not really sure why. Maybe it has to do with seeing a doctor vs trusting in God for help conceiving. Maybe it's not. Like I said, I am not really sure why this song has been on my mind.

Here is the part:

I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I’m ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You’re a little late, I’m already torn